so even though no one really reads these, i have to vent everything that's going on right now in my life. i'm falling in love with this guy that was in my construction class this semester, and i know that he likes me, the only issue, he just moved back to SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA and i live in IDAHO! then he's leaving for 2 years on his mission. another problem, i have one boy who's madly in love with me and thinks we're going to get married. and yet one other issue, there's a guy at my work who likes me now who is extremely cute and sweet but i don't think it would ever work and i'm scared of breaking his heart. i don't want to hurt anyone! i hate it! but right now i'm really hurting because i won't see this california guy for 2 and a half years! believe me, it's hurting right now. badly. and i don't know how to fix it except for trying to forget about it by making out like crazy with a whole bunch of other men. call me a whore, but that's always worked in the past for me.